Embracing the Adieu

Strange how I've never seen,
You this way ever before,
Like I've shut everything away,
Left it all in on abandoned shore,
But now that I look at you,
I can see all of it come back again,
Each moment we've been through,
Each laugh of jolliness, cry of pain,
A thousand moments flashing,
Before my eyes right there,
In the moment that I look at you,
Insignificantly lasting stare,
Parting from you or from myself,
I don't know what's happening to me,
I'm loosing you or myself,
Not sure but all I can see,
My existence in a world without you,
Will never ever be the same,
Still wishing for an easy escape,
Out of life's nasty game,
Preparing myself since forever,
But still my mind refuses to accept,
The parting this day has brought,
And that we'd still connect,
The moment's slipping by from us,
In a hug I encompass all I feel,
I try but I cry for what is to come,
That you from me life shall steal,
In a hug I felt the most protected,
The most loved I've ever been,
A decade later we'll look back at this for,
To distance us life, wouldn't be enough mean.