At Ease

Sprouting right out,
Of my body with ease,
Is a gush I no longer,
Would want to cease,
Releasing all my fears,
Straight in thin air,
Matters for which,
I no longer care,
Relieving me of all burdens,
More steadily than I ever could,
Is a way out of my troubles,
I hadn't understood,
To be so simple,
More simple than what I've seen,
Causing me to forget everything,
Through which I've ever been,
It's like leaving behind from,
All of what pushed me away,
In seclusion I no longer,
Would be forced to stay,
Just a little courage,
And a little pain,
I'm loosing myself,
But with peace at gain,
To be calm was all,
I had wanted,
Failed and for my marks,
You'd always taunted,
I tried but each time,
I got back up,
For something motivated me,
Not to give up,
But then there was a limit,
Of my will to wait,
And your thrust to push me,
Has led me to this state,
But I don't regret,
What I'm doing,
Because out of a mess,
I'm moving,
But before I go,
Something I'd like you to know,
Is that with a smile no one,
Chooses this way to go,
I'm distressed depressed,
I'm more more hurt than ever,
Because in vain has gone,
Each one of my endeavour,
I'm tired and I tried,
But I don't have the courage to stop,
I'm ending like this,
Just as you, I am too shocked,
And if after I go,
You still feel for me,
Be a good person and never let,
Another girl be me.

Embracing the Adieu

Strange how I've never seen,
You this way ever before,
Like I've shut everything away,
Left it all in on abandoned shore,
But now that I look at you,
I can see all of it come back again,
Each moment we've been through,
Each laugh of jolliness, cry of pain,
A thousand moments flashing,
Before my eyes right there,
In the moment that I look at you,
Insignificantly lasting stare,
Parting from you or from myself,
I don't know what's happening to me,
I'm loosing you or myself,
Not sure but all I can see,
My existence in a world without you,
Will never ever be the same,
Still wishing for an easy escape,
Out of life's nasty game,
Preparing myself since forever,
But still my mind refuses to accept,
The parting this day has brought,
And that we'd still connect,
The moment's slipping by from us,
In a hug I encompass all I feel,
I try but I cry for what is to come,
That you from me life shall steal,
In a hug I felt the most protected,
The most loved I've ever been,
A decade later we'll look back at this for,
To distance us life, wouldn't be enough mean.

Scars

A hundred people may push you down,
But there will always be some, to pull you up,
Never let anything, let you fear what may come,
Never let anything, convince you to give up,
The biggest thing in the world isn't,
The ability to, hide yourself behind a shield,
Of every trouble you may face in life,
The courage to get up, is the real yield,
So never be afraid to let the world see your wounds,
These are the scars of the battles you've fought,
Let the world know what you've been through,
The lessons you, your life has taught.

As a part of my effort to let people know they aren't alone in their troubles and that we all go through some rough patches in our lives, I have written something about my life by the means of this page. I would request you all to give it a read.

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