Esteem Down the Alley

Close your eyes,
Shut them tight,
Against your skin,
Did you feel a bite,
That tender touch,
Straight down your esteem,
Tell me was that,
Much of an extreme,
Let me rub it again,
Against your bare skin,
The nails running down,
So sharp and thin,
Now let's play a game,
Let's tighten that grip,
Is it wrong to love,
Baby why did you flip,
I love you more,
Than you'd love yourself,
Then why do you cry,
Out for help,
Is my love,
To tough to bear,
Awkward you find it,
Even when I stare,
Tell me how it feels,
To be loved just as much,
As you made me feel,
I was loved as such,
Sheltered and protected,
Perfectly comfy,
Why on earth does make you,
So fiercely grumpy,
You loved me so hard that I decided,
To exchange roles for a day,
And make you feel exactly,
How I feels to be, this way,
Never will I be able,
To forget that night,
Your hands gripping me,
That fearful sight,
My heart, my body,
And my brain,
Will never get over,
That night's pain,
When you thought my isolation,
Was a chance to come over,
And you walked me down that alley,
All so slower,
Each second till you led me,
To the dark,
Of fear lit inside me,
An agonising spark,
I tugged I ran,
But you caught me each time,
My body will never ever,
Be again just mine,
It's fun to say,
My friend, my partners in crime,
You declared me the meal,
And together you all dined,
If only I could ever,
Put you through the same,
And let you feel,
How it felt to be shamed,
I bet you'd hate it if in place of me,
Was your daughter, sister or wife,
You ruthless hound you forgot,
I too live, I too have a life,
You took it away,
In one single breath,
What I live now,
Is worse than death,
No secret is there left,
I'm believed to be revealed,
And now they think,
There's nothing to be concealed,
Never will I be respected,
Ever again,
Healed and hidden,
But the wounds still pain.