At Ease

Sprouting right out,
Of my body with ease,
Is a gush I no longer,
Would want to cease,
Releasing all my fears,
Straight in thin air,
Matters for which,
I no longer care,
Relieving me of all burdens,
More steadily than I ever could,
Is a way out of my troubles,
I hadn't understood,
To be so simple,
More simple than what I've seen,
Causing me to forget everything,
Through which I've ever been,
It's like leaving behind from,
All of what pushed me away,
In seclusion I no longer,
Would be forced to stay,
Just a little courage,
And a little pain,
I'm loosing myself,
But with peace at gain,
To be calm was all,
I had wanted,
Failed and for my marks,
You'd always taunted,
I tried but each time,
I got back up,
For something motivated me,
Not to give up,
But then there was a limit,
Of my will to wait,
And your thrust to push me,
Has led me to this state,
But I don't regret,
What I'm doing,
Because out of a mess,
I'm moving,
But before I go,
Something I'd like you to know,
Is that with a smile no one,
Chooses this way to go,
I'm distressed depressed,
I'm more more hurt than ever,
Because in vain has gone,
Each one of my endeavour,
I'm tired and I tried,
But I don't have the courage to stop,
I'm ending like this,
Just as you, I am too shocked,
And if after I go,
You still feel for me,
Be a good person and never let,
Another girl be me.